okay, ii am only wriiting thiis postt because ii saw sumting and ii am really scaredd.. i cann't say wad iit is. bud ii am lyk totally freakkiin' out now. ii am so scared he will find out wadd ii had done. ltr he will tink ii am a slut or a whore who is veri desppo. den all his frens will noe den ii will be as good as dead. ARGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ii am goiing crazii, ii'm telliin you. ii nid to calm down. ii nid to calm down. omg. ii am so scared!! ii noe i'm stupiid bud ii cannot help it mann. tml school starts, den all the results will come floodiing bac and all my results will be like a big fat ZERO. and my mum is so gonna kill me. ii am so so so so so so stress! ii am really collasping under all this. okayy. maybe ii am exxageratiing a bit lahs. maybe a lot. maybe honestly, tat's wad i feel now. ii nid sumone. ii am so empty. nebermiind. aniiway, i watched dirty dancing..and it is SO NICE!!!!!! it is veri veri nice. i loved it to bits. ii feel like taking about salsa or exotic dancing... sumtiing lyk tat. or maybe ii shld move to CUBA. den can dance..... *dreams* okay awaddever... *snaps bac* ii really shld jus go to slp. yeah. ii shld. den go to dreamland and forget everythiing. all the probs will haf to wait till tml. yeah. tat's it. ii am going to slp. bikes. snores.

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